[September 04, 2006] I'm switching journals and getting rid of some people who I was close to at one point but that I who don't think want to or need to be a part of my life anymore :D If i cut you then NOT SORRY :x with the exception of laizuki and tempo cause they stay forever <3 I already cut the people who needed to be cut :3 so if you can see this then you obviously weren't cut xD 13 read . comment . edit . memories

notes to certain loved ones [August 29, 2006] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Trax - resolution ] Lin - you are truly awesome. I enjoy writing with you everyday and um..you are numba one unnie & jungmo <3 - I miss you ;;/ Soon you will be able to live with me. Don't worry :3 Mom's already getting your room and stuff ready again xD Ann - Silent Hill is really good on big screen :O cept I won't let my mom watch Meh-chan - Why is Funky fresh so obsessed? He's like a..a.squirel xD Coco - A certain someone sends his love to you and offers his noodle for you to stroke O.o dunno what he meant by that Funky Fresh Oppa - I know you hacked into my journal -o- Stop playing with me, boy! Anyways. Life has still be great v.v School soon. Work soon. Lin's birthday soon. The trax new single....things are just running smoothly and even when some bad things happened my outlook on life has improved & i thank a certain fuzzy for making me see the positive and not the negative 1 read . comment . edit . memories

[rant] [July 26, 2006] [ mood | bitchy ] people need to STOP trying to make me feel guilty when i don't specifically mention them on my journal. They should know better that I love them and if they don't then I'm sorry...but I really do. If i had time to mention all 71 people specifically I would. Trust me This is my journal! I can mention how grand of a time i had in Washington D.C if i very well damn please. I had a great time with Jill & Jen and you know what? I'm gonna talk about it. I'm not going to hold back. If you don't like it then you can get the fuck out of my life! alright?! Sorry you were not there to spend time with me too but can i help that? No! but saying shit like "I feel like you don't appreciate me" ugh! It pisses me off so much...makes me want to take a break from the internet again. I'm not allowed to say that for once in a long time I'm happy. Am I? No because this certain person is sad and i'll make it worse if i do. -_- 14 read . comment . edit . memories

if none have you have already realized it.... [July 15, 2006] [ mood | blank ] [ music | Moon hee jun - Generous ] ...and i dont expect most of you have not. I think you all deserve to be told in words but since I'm so rude I failed to do it properly and officially. so um Hiatus! Kata has some things to do in life that involve bonding with an awesomely cute & perfect girl named Usagi and um..going places xD please don't cut me or think that i am ignoring you or have stopped caring. especially you,Mitsuki~san. I miss talking to you and leaving looong comments on your journal even though it was brief last time I'm still reading though. Feel free to bug me on Yahoo or Msn duu eeet. I love to chat with people & rp korean pop stars sexing eachother up oh and before i forget Jen rules x3 7 read . comment . edit . memories

:3 [June 25, 2006] [ mood | busy ] gone for the weekened :3 family get together up in northern virginia @.@ i will be back monday :3 i love you guys 9 read . comment . edit . memories

working on userinfo page cause i am bored O.o [May 31, 2006] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Halcali - hello hello alone ] okay i'm back to commenting as normal you guys. this week and the last has been hectic so i apologize for not seeming like im taking an interest in your lives. i do read every entry though :3 i have haibane renmei box set & kare kano boxset just sitting on my shelf collecting dust. i really need to get around to watching those and the rest of my azumanga daioh dvds sometime today because this is ridiculous. i wish i had someone to watch it with though. i like to watch movies with people. i used to force blue to watch movies with me after school every day back in our senior year XD but i dont think she minded too much. anyways~last time i posted music i dont think many people downloaded it but i could be wrong i'll go ahead and post stuff i have been listening to alot this month just because..urm..i feel like it xD i'll post a few albums later o.o ( bunch of music under the cut w/ short reviews :3 have fun~ ) 16 read . comment . edit . memories

[May 23, 2006] if msn is not working for you just aim me instead okay ^^ i'll be on badai chan <----- sn 3 read . comment . edit . memories

to my poor kai-pii [May 23, 2006] [ mood | my poor kai-pii ] 10 read . comment . edit . memories

[May 22, 2006] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | Zone - shiroi hana ] meh certain people are annoying me but i shall not name who :O i need to work on my user info because it looks gross x3~ & i had too much fun last night ~fweee~i can not wait to get her letter needs to hurry up and finish school so she can come down here :3 is my big brudda & i adore him and he said he was going to steal me and it made my heart skip a beat :3 & i are addicted to ouran host club *-* honeychan is our squishy thinks ruka was looking at hitsugi's ass & i agree o_o 13 read . comment . edit . memories

[May 21, 2006] to all the people i didnt add back immediately SORRY!!!! please forgive me! can i love you now? come get some suger! *opens arms & makes kissy face* 8 read . comment . edit . memories

useless update [May 11, 2006] so this post will not be sad ^^ because i just did that below i will talk about positive things for a while like the fact that i feel better the dark circles underneath my eyes are fading i'm reading more i started on Kitchen by Banana Yoshimoto I think we ought to read only the kind of books that wound and stab us.. we need the books that affect us like a disaster, that grieve us deeply, like the death of someone we loved more than ourselves, like being banished into forests far from everyone, like a suicide. A book must be the axe for the frozen sea inside us." - Franz Kafka i think for now i will stick to fun books ^^ they make me feel so much better watching drama's talking to waru & kai/kanon has helped I'm drinking tea downed 5 chai's already i sent myself an email of encouragement & later i will read it and pretend that someone else wrote it to me edit: from now on i promise to only use fonts that everyone can read 6 read . comment . edit . memories

useful update [May 09, 2006] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | Lolita23q - ishoku othello pv ] I miss you and everyone too, more then you guys know. I really, really hope you are doing well Yaya and I'm sorry I'm not around. Tell everyone I say hi and that I still love them. -Vi Videre....she sent me an email ;-; i miss her so much ne tatsurou's look = no miya's look = sweet jesus he's sexy YUKKE 's look = always cute satofish's look = dun care x3 This is how it works: Comment on this entry and I will give you a letter. Write ten words beginning with that letter in your journal, including an explanation what the word means to you and why, and then pass out letters to those who want to play along n 01.November --> the year that i was born in 02.Noodle --> i choked on one once xD 03.Nature -->it's beautiful & something i revere 04.Nerd --> my nickname in middle school for being smarter than everyone 05.Noise --> alice nine's music (it's my opinion...you dont have to like it but since it's my journal ^^ we dont have to like the same things) 06.Nevadatan -->the japanese schoolgirl killer & possibly the cutest thing ever 07.Newtype magazine --> needs to lower there subscription prices and put out better jrock articles 08.Nyu --> diclonius 09.Anaïs Nin -->"I am really denying the value of wisdom as a life force. Wisdom is to be used only to conquer death, destruction, or tragedy, but not as a substitute for life. I advise the full living-out of mistakes, errors. I am against artificial acceleration of the growth process. To help only on the taking of a hurdle, jump when stuck. I make eloquent speeches to animate, inspire. I give myself a lot of trouble." 10.Nocturnal --> i dont sleep at night i learned two words today Antonomasia is a rhetoric device: the substitution of any epithet or phrase for a proper name; the opposite substitution of a proper name for some generic term is also sometimes called antonomasia. The word derives from the Greek word antonomazein meaning "to name differently". Enallage (from the Greek ‘εναλλαγή, enallage, meaning interchange) is a term used to mean the substitution of one grammatical form for another (possibly incorrect) one so, would someone using ebonics be an example of enallage? actually i think its a noun eh whatever xD 13 read . comment . edit . memories

[May 04, 2006] [ mood | sore ] [ music | ムック - akai sora ] okay so i think i like my tatsurou muse this week he's my favorite muse because he makes me happy :3 i'm loving this song haruka by ムック it's so beautiful and tatsurou wrote and composed it only like two people on my f~list will probably take this but i shall post it anyways clikku just finished downloading stand up! & will watch it later along with nobuta wo produce, ergo proxy and nana ep 4 speaking of Nana...am i the only one who didnt find ryuhei matsuda attractive in that film? He just doesnt look as good as he did in blue spring or gohatto maybe its cause he had more hair =3 okay some people are acting really strange today http://www.megaupload.com/?d=J72HXNFD 9 read . comment . edit . memories

[April 30, 2006] [ mood | cynical ] [ music | Summer Snow [OST] - Prayer song ] today has been mundane. last night i went to see a school musical & now i am in the mood to listen to the original broadway cast cd of [Music Man]. twas a silly musical but i saw the familiar faces of friends from junior high up there on that stage shining in a way that i had never thought was possible They have all grown up and i feel stuck in the same place as i was when they knew me it's probably all in my head i miss bluethis strawberry emoticon symbolizes our relationship. bouncy & fruity waru has adopted me as his sister & that made my lips curl up into a genuine grin I have nothing of else interest to say so i'll post a picture that amuses me 5 read . comment . edit . memories

[April 30, 2006] "Whenever I heard that languid , beautiful melody, those days came back to me. It wasn't what I'd characterize as a happy part of my life, living as I was, a balled-up mass of unfulfilled desires. I was much younger, much hungrier, much more alone. But I was myself, pared down to the essentials. I could feel each single note of music, each line I read, seep down deep inside me. My nerves were as sharp as a blade, my eyes shining with a piercing light. And every time I heard that music, I recalled my eyes then, glaring back at me from a mirror." -- Haruki Murakami, South of the Border, West of the Sun, pg. 113 3 read . comment . edit . memories

I'm feeling a little better [April 25, 2006] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | ムック - kuukyo no heya ] a friend i just made shared this beautiful passage from the book ~ the Street of Crocodiles by Bruno Schulz with me & i thought i would pass it along~ Overlooked by the light of day, weeds and wild flowers of all kinds luxuriated quietly, glad of the interval from dreams beyond the margin of time on the borders of an endless day. An enormous sunflower, lifted on a powerful stem and suffering from hypertrophy, clad in the yellow mourning of the last sorrowful days of its life, bent under the weight of its monstrous girth. But the naive, suburban bluebells and unpretentious dimity flowers stood helpless in their starched pink and white shifts, indifferent to the sunflower's tragedy *sigh* Anyways~ i preordered ムック 6 album but it has not come yet it must come soon or i will continue to stomp around angrily. i downloaded it but i only listened to the first song and deleted the rest. i just tasted the music and i can truly say that it makes me wibble in the most delightful way 狂おしい　心臓の言葉　君に今　贈ろう!!!!命震わせて歌う　今夜　君の為に!! i need to get some sleep but i really want to watch nana the movie again while it rains i love my brother and i am really going to miss him 2 read . comment . edit . memories

*bounce* ^^b [April 20, 2006] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | Mika Nakashima - Sakurairo Maukoro ] i should do a quiz on here so certain people will comment more [/sarcasm] anyways~ Soulhead's Naked album is nice *A* nabbed it from a friend <3 Nana the movie was good. I have the manga's but never bothered reading them so they are collecting dust O.o KUROSAGI NOBUTA WO PRODUCE GOONG *O* i watch so many japanese/korean drama's. I have a feeling my eyes will be sore from crying sometime soon I got nothing important done today xD i was suppose to be working too~ School is going to be rough for me when i start again =\ Even though i work hard. I'm still sick but not as sick as i was before so i think i am ready to move on to bigger things & i will have my asian music roleplaying community up so wish me luck. ^-^ random: Koda Kumi's shake it video creeps me out P.S~ thank you goji for showing me that film footage of that giant centipede eating that baby mouse ^o^ that was so romantic of you to give to me *kiss* 7 read . comment . edit . memories

[April 18, 2006] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Salyu - Landmark ] I have downloaded so much music & i bought 3 cds from Yesasia though so i dont feel like a total theif started on a new drama called nobuta wo produce & so far its really entertaining :3 i think yamapi is in it but i'm not sure, someone please correct me o.o katachan is obsessed with this song by salyu Landmark by Salyu download and become obsessed with me :3 1 read . comment . edit . memories

[April 17, 2006] [ mood | cold ] [ music | Nami Tamaki - believe ] i can not stop saying things that upset or annoy people Anyways i think i managed to get back alot of my music so that makes me feel happy. I got Summer snow ost ^-^ i have been wanting that for a while now. I found Nana the movie *-* i can finally watch it again since it got erased on my harddrive before You know what i should do to cheer myself up? Watch PGSM or Goong 3 read . comment . edit . memories

[April 05, 2006] i dont think i'm depressed just emotionally detatched i have absoultely nothing going on in my head at times i know i can go back to depending on myself again. This is just an off season for me giving up is not in my nature when it comes to myself. neither is self-loathing ~goes back to watching goong~ 7 read . comment . edit . memories

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